first day of college. worth blogging.

okayy.. a weird way to start college.

woke up at seven.

ready to go for driving. waited till like 9am for the coach to fetch me??

anyway, in between, i received many unexpected calls. a call from The One Academy (TOA), pls dont ask me again what TOA stands for, who told me that she (the marketing excecutive) was really sorry that she forgot to tell me that class starts today, not after cny.
so i was like.. okayy.. so? i can't even go over now. so she ask me to go at 2pm as i have a class at 3pm. loll. and after a few weird calls from diff ppl, (really total weirdness) i called my instructor and spoke to him in chinese.. he's a malay. so he was like.. boleh cakap dlm bhs Mly tak? i suddenly gone blank. because the person that gave me his number didnt even give me a detail of him only his number. swts. btw, i was calling him to ask him what time he's coming. but he's a really nice instructor. THANK GOD!

half way through, i got another call from TOA, telling me that i actually do have class at 11am. and it was 10.20am d. so i made my arrangements and got back home. still had time to bathe and pack my bag and off to college! finally passed up my drawings and went straight to class. which i was late around 8 minutes perhaps? being late for the first day of college really isn't really a smart thing to do. anyway, did my test in between breaks and walked to Giant to buy buns for lunch.

okayy. the last class. many things happened? ain't gonna write tht down here. weird and funny. everyone i told kept lughng and asking me questions. erhemm.. or maybe 1 question in common. 'did u have fun??' uhh.. nope. =) blah blah blahhh.. and sir reis decided to le us go off at 5pm. yayy! earlier by an hour. =)

nothing much to blog bout college d i guess. =) so u wont be bored of college life because of me! good day, people!

what is trust ?

to me..

it is like a glass.

sometimes filled with water, sometimes emptied.

it takes a drop of water at a time to trust someone.

once the glass is overturn, it is empty again.

but once the glass is smashed, it cuts you and you bleed.

to put the glass back again takes all the time and strength you need.

the glass will not be perfect again.

never, unless you ask for God's help.

 too many glasses were in pieces,

that's why trust is never easy for me.

am still learning, am still striving.

to love and to forgive.

to learn and to understand.

thank you for trusting me,

for I know the price I have to pay,

and the relief when you found someone to trust.

i have grown to learn that i can trust no one but God.

but this life is too difficult to do so.

we often go through things that we don't have to,

if only we trust.

and that is why we were given a family and true friends.

The Start of a New Life

 A quiet start ..

to be wise.
to give up my rights.
to give up my pride.
to stop hating myself.
to share my treasures.
to face my fears.
to be patient.
to be organized.
to be responsible.
to trust people.(which i can't really do?)
to be trust-able.
to listen.
to speak up.(only when needed.)
to grow.
to train.
to encourage.
to understand.
to comfort.
to be less sensitive.(some excluded.)
to prove God exist.
to portray God's love.
to love everybody.
to prove the existance of miracles.
to live a Kingdom Life.

 =)

to revive hoyo? maybe not.

 .. for a selfless life.